I didn't really feel comfortable staying with Alis' blog.
I like where I finished with her.
It's like when you say, "It's not you, it's me. I hope we can stay friends."
But she actually understood.
I'm starting new, because I don't think I need to recover myself anymore.
I've kind of figured it out, and I'm nowhere near who I was before I started this experience.
I thought I was obedient, unquestioning, maybe a little bit snarky.
Alis taught me that I can think for myself and that I don't need to be told who I am.
This blog won't be a list of confessions, though it may seem like it from time to time.
This blog will be my escape.
A place where I can speak my mind and express my discontent and admit how unsure I am about everything because they'd get mad at me for swearing at BYU and I'm not fully sure why I'm going there anymore.
Thanks for letting me change a bit.
I'll probably change a bit more.
--Erin
