IN RECENT NEWS:

I made a new blog, because apparently that's what I do sometimes. I NEED A CHANGE. So, I will no longer be updating this one. Aw. Anyways, if you want to keep up with my sometimes poetry and sometimes random lists/ridiculous updates about my life, I'll be posting stuff here: heartsbeatheadsbeat.blogspot.com

k. ily.

--erin

Call me "Reality"

I didn't really feel comfortable staying with Alis' blog. 
I like where I finished with her.
It's like when you say, "It's not you, it's me. I hope we can stay friends."
But she actually understood.

I'm starting new, because I don't think I need to recover myself anymore. 
I've kind of figured it out, and I'm nowhere near who I was before I started this experience.
I thought I was obedient, unquestioning, maybe a little bit snarky.
Alis taught me that I can think for myself and that I don't need to be told who I am.

This blog won't be a list of confessions, though it may seem like it from time to time.
This blog will be my escape.
A place where I can speak my mind and express my discontent and admit how unsure I am about everything because they'd get mad at me for swearing at BYU and I'm not fully sure why I'm going there anymore.

Thanks for letting me change a bit.

I'll probably change a bit more.

--Erin